Music and passion were always the fashion

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore.

But I must make a plea - to anyone.

A boy, named Chris, has just died of cancer. He went to McHenry East. I did not know him.

However.

One of my best friends knew him well. She loved him like a brother. She didn't even get to say goodbye.

Why?

Because MICHELLE KAY lied to his family making them think that this girl was a bad person. As a result, she was banned from the wake.

So I ask of you, please help me find a way to make Michelle pay for what she has done.

Do you even KNOW whats going on with everyone?

It's the last months of adolesence. We graduate in JUNE 2006.

60 SCHOOL DAYS LEFT.

Now is the time for the end of the world. 

This summer each and every one of us will die and be reborn again into the adults we promised ourselves we would never be.

Go ahead and still believe, kiddies... but Peter Pan died with your first love <3

We can not be saved.

<BUT WE CAN FIND SALVATION IN EVERY MEMORY>

And isn't it good to know that someone is there to hold your hand,

Someone who never let go in the first place?

Sqeeze tight.

'Cause, baby, when the tide comes in you gonna need that someone to keep you from the _sea.


( I really do love each and every one of you. I promise i'll never let go. )
 ( <3 Mallory )

A survey to cheer me up.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Mallory
Birthday:	July 6, 1988
Birthplace:	Hospital
Current Location:	School library
Eye Color:	Hazel
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	German, Irish, Lituanian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Saucony
Your Weakness:	Kryptonite
Your Fears:	Moths
Your Perfect Pizza:	Green Peppers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Graduate
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Time to go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature:	You tell me, Big Boy...
Your Bedtime:	11:00
Your Most Missed Memory:	How do you miss a memory? Dosent that mean i forgot it?
Pepsi or Coke:	Sprite
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Single... you think i'm a whore or something?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Its fucking TEA!
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	YES!
Do you Swear:	FUCK YES!
Do you Sing:	YES!
Do you Shower Daily:	YES!
Have you Been in Love:	oooohhhhh yeahhhhhh
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	Yes
Do you belive in yourself:	Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No
Do you think you are Attractive:	Somewhat
Are you a Health Freak:	Kinda
Do you get along with your Parents:	Fuck no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	No, they scare me
Do you play an Instrument:	No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	I told you I fucking smoke!
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No, but now i'm going to.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No, its January!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	Yea... you know the story...
How do you want to Die:	Spontanious Combustion
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A Secret Agent
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Green
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	Doesn't matter
Height:	Taller than me
Weight:	Not fat, but not all skinny or muscular either
Best Clothing Style:	Whatever he looks good in
Number of Drugs I have taken:	I don't know.
Number of CDs I own:	Alot
Number of Piercings:	Ears
Number of Tattoos:	None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	2
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

i am updating my LJ, for the first time in forever.

this update was prompted by none other than bradd, who must spend his loooooong school day ( 3 hours? ) in a mobile home in front of an old computer screen, taking it one multiple choice question at a time.

ahhhhhhhh.
.
.
.

so yeah. life is life. nothing new about it.

boys.

girls.

drama.

like always (which sucks).

the.
(not so happy)
end.

sorry about that, brytnii....

i have nothing better to do so i will rant about random things that no one will ever care about...

i picked these apples about two weeks ago and i havn't even eaten ONE! there are still like, 30 god damn apples sitting on my conter, mocking me with their red delicious-ness. i will not give in. those motherfuckers are going to end up in a 450 degree oven as soon as my so called mother decides its about time she fed her children something that isn't processed. i mean seriously, we have lived in this house for almost 6 months and she decided on sunday to paint the kitchen. no...wait... she only painted ONE WALL of the kitchen. now, every member of my family has to come to my house, taking their sweet ass time in doing so, to look at a grey wall behind the refridgerator ( which has been "temporarily" moved to the middle of the god damn room). my mom will not be happy about her shitty paint job until she has the approval of every fucker she has contacted in the past 23 years....

ok, i'm done.

Art is meant to be seen
Not felt,
not heard,
its just paint,
they're just words.

i dont want to update my journal.

i WANT to update my blog, but that is not possible at the moment...damn...

but i pretty much had the best weekend of my whole entire life up to this point in time.

A. saturday was sweetest day and robby's sisters birthday. we went out to dinner with his family to this sweet mangolian barbeque and his sister got a new puppy which is SOOOOOO CUTE!!!! then we saw wallace and grommit: curse of the were-rabbit, which is the funniest fucking movie in the whole entire world. i reccomend that everyone in the whole entire world go watch it. then i gave robby his present... and i think thats all i can say about that...

B. this should be before A but on friday robby adopted amie's kitten rufus because he needed a home and i swear to god he loves this kitten to death. imagine robby laying on the floor playing with a kitten and a little cat ball. awwwwww.....

C. sunday was the best because me , my mom, and robby went to the pumpkin farm and apple picking. the farm was cool, there were lots of cool gourds and crap but apple picking was awesome! it was robby's first time doing it so he was all excited and kept sayng how much fun it is and he thought it was so cool that you could just pick the apples off the tree. i loved it, too! then later that night me, amie, logan, and robby somehow got so sexually frustrated we all almost cried.

4. i swar i have the hottest boyfriend in the whole fucking universe.

yeah, so i'm sure none of you actually care about this.

the people on MYSPACE would though...

damn livejournal..

<3 mallory

I AM PISSED AS SHIT BECAUSE I AM NOT ON MYSPACE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THAT STUPID WHORE HAD TO FUCK WITH EVERYONES LIFE!!!!!

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left

 

Ahhhhhh, Fall Out Boy, singing the soundtrack of my life this summer. i've decided that i am the most depressed person in the whole entire world. here is why:

1. Joey is obsessed with a girl and im sick and tired of hearing about her even though she is my friend. I went through the same thing with Alexis and its just the same words about a different person. I know he's my best friend and all but i get sick of it all.

2. Amie's brothers are home now so its hard to go to her house and just sit in the livingroom like we did all summer because there are a million people running around her house.

3. Brian, Brad, Bobbie, Chris, etc. are constantly saying shit about Joey and dont listen when i tell them to stop whick pisses me off because i thought they were all better than that.

4. I havn't called Brytnii in awhile and i miss her dearly.

5. it is motherfucking hot outside.

6. i have been labled as an 'emo stoner' because all i do is listen to sad music and get high.

7. My brother is starting to bum rides off my friends, whereas i had to walk where ever i wanted to go until about 3 months ago.

8. i'm wearing all black as if to raidiate my sadness which is just bouncing off the happy people and coming back at me.

9. i still havn't seeen march of the penguins even though a certain somebody pinkie promised me he would take me.

10. i have no money for cigarettes and am about to go crazy because i am addicted to those motherfucking things and i havnt had one in about 12 hours. i am literally twitching right now.

 

so thats it. i hope everyone else is having a fabulous time so when school starts i can hear about the nice time my friends had and be a little happier knowing that some people in this cruel world still take the time to look on the bright side.

<3 mallory

 

current:
• outfit: jeans with stuff written all over them, black skirt, and a "paint the town december" shirt
• hairstyle: i tried to coax some poof into it with hairspray, now i just look winded
• jewelry: bracelets and rings
• underwear: no undies hehe...but a very ugly brown bra
• nail color: all nat-ur-allll


do you:
• cut yourself: no.
• lick yourself: yes
• whine a lot: yea
• yell a lot: yea
• hate a lot of people: no.
• have too many friends: i'd like to think i dont have enough
• have a bf/gf: no, but me and joey are "unofficially" dating
• do drugs: Hey mon, pass me some Ganja!!!
• wear dark colors: sadly, yes
• dye your hair: yea

have you ever:
• kissed someone: yea
• gotten drunk: no
• worn rainbow: yes
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes.
• left the country: yes
• had a party with over 30 people: i've BEEN to one
• taken nude pictures: yes, which you will never see
• stolen something: yes.
• caught something on fire: yes.
• cheated on someone: fuck no
• wanted to cheat on someone: nooooooooooooooooooo!!!! i'm appalled at the fact you would think that
• asked someone out: no
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: probably...

last person:
• you touched: Joey
• you talked to: Mr.McCafferty
• you hugged: Amie
• you kissed: Joey
• you instant messaged: i dont do that new-fangled way of communication
• who broke your heart: Brian

are you:
• understanding: yes.
• open-minded: yes.
• arrogant: at times
• insecure: kind-of
• interesting: yes.
• hungry:very, my mother dosent deem it nessecary to feed me
• smart:well, im not dumb
• moody: yea
• childish: hell yea
• independent: yes
• hard working:depends
• healthy:i try
• emotionally stable: no
• shy: never
• difficult :I can be.
• attractive: i like to think so
• bored easily:yea
• thirsty: yes
• angry:no
• sad:a little bit
• happy: mostly
• trusting: yes.
• ill: not physically
• talkative: yea
• ignored: no
• reliable: depends
• self-disciplined: kind of
• sleepy: all the time
• lonely: always

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Mallory Mary Wunschel
• what is your birthday?: July 6, 1988
• age: 17
• do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: this is the second time you have asked me that
how tall are you?: 5'7"
• shoe size?: 9
• brothers/sisters?: i have 2 little brothers, even though one is 20 feet taller than me
job?: no

favorites:
• what is your favorite band?:Motion City Soundtrack
• color(s)?: GREEN!!!
• soda?: Sprite Remix Aruba Jam
• music?: i guess you could say 'emo'
• stores in the mall?: spencer, DEB
• ice cream?: classic chocolate
• roller coaster?: BATMAN!!!
• candy?: junior mints
• cd ?: not sure.
• cookies?: oreo all the way
• juice?: apple
• holiday?: fathers day, the best excuse for me and other fatherless children to make fun of functional families
• month?: every month that spring is in

in the last 48 hours:
• cried?:yes
• missed someone?: yes.
• yelled at someone?:yea
• drove somewhere?: yes
• talked to someone on the phone?: yes.
• been online?: yes.
• smiled?: yes.
• had sex?: no
• kissed someone?: yes
• hugged someone?: yes.
• last thing you ate? : chocolate covered peanuts
• talked to an ugly person?:i dont think anyone is ugly

have you ever:
• been in love: i honestly thought i was
• kissed someone of the same sex: Yes.
• been in trouble with the police? yes
• hit someone?: yea.
• broke something?: problably, but my parents dont believe in hospitals
• betrayed a friend?: yes, and it still hurts
• played strip poker?: cccchh-yaaa!
• skipped school?: yes.
• shot a gun?: yea
• broke something important?: i dont think so
• smoked weed?: yea. alot.
• smoked a cig?: almost a pack a day
• dyed your hair?: yes.

okay, last questions:
• what is sitting next to you?: Mr.McCafferty, Joeys tutor
• do you get along with your mother? never
• favorite sport?: NASCAR
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: straight
• been in a plane?: yes
• killed someone?: *shifty eyes* (who told you?!?!)
• kicked your cat for the hell of it?: that is just wromg
• slept during class?: re-phrase, Have i ever been awake during class?
• are you bored of taking this survey?: yes
• what time is it now?: 2:41 p.m.

TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHOM I HAVE NOT TALKED TO SINCE FOREVER:

i dont know if you heard about the warped tour fiasco with me and brytnii, but if you did PLEASE don't take sides, this is between me and her. i am terrified to talk to anyone in case they hate me. my only friends right now are amie and joey, and even though they are the two bestest friends that anyone could ever have in the whole entire universe and the existence thereof and i would never trade them for anything ever and i would take all the bullets in the world for them and jump in front of every bus for them, i seriously need some other social contact. so this is my LJ plea (which is definitly pathetic and sad) if you dont hate me, call me. i miss everyone oh so very much, and that is the truth!

ok, i guess thats it.

<3 mallory

=== 578-1856 ===

SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AS IN LESS THE 5 WHOLE DAYS!!!!!!!!

i am sosososososososo excited! i hope it is better than LAST summer, because i spent the whole damn time wasting a perfectly fantastic 3 months with a guy who i ended up hating anyway....

so sad...

but this year, THAT IS NOT THE CASE!

sexy singles will rule the airwaves, and mingle amongst the hot, sexy orgies that will explode into the streets and de-flower every living thing, because THAT is what summer is all about, THAT is the whole point of teenage existance!!!!!!!!!!

so throw off your pants, grab your lubrication and various sex toys, and juump into the sweaty, moaning mass that is...

THE SLEEVELESS SUMMER OF 2005!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. my number is (815) 578-1856, in case you need directions hehehe

Mr.Prosk gave my class chips and pretzles to eat, because he loves us and had them leftover from a meeting that never happened.

and we ate during history.

it rocked apple.x.core.... times 10!

i cant wait until the show this friday. it will fucking rock so hard in the ass, everybdy and their mama will cry themselves to sleep. and im not even kidding.

look! im updating!

i hope everyone who knows me has seen my hair....situation. it is so short. brytnii calls it emo hair. i didnt know there was an emo hair for girls.

nevertheless, i love it. <3

i cant wait for this summer.

MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!!!!

LOLLAPALOOZA!!!!

aaaaaand.........

WARPED MOTHERFUCKING TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.x.core

Update TO Tha MAXXXXXXIMUM!!!!!

nothing is happening.

I ca NOT wait for STAR WARS EPISODE III: REVENGE OF THE SITH!!!!!!!!!!!
it will rock the cock.
times three.
right.
on.

early release tomorrow. CHA-YAH! it will be fun cause i get to chill with my homies.
so please, homies, come and chill with me.
for i am alone.
:(